EHW
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Angel? Or Worthless?
She sees me as an angel - Gentle, calm and loving And at times like that... I feel that I hide myself from her. That I am vile and disgusting and worthless.
All I feel is rage, anger, sorrow and chilling self-hate. No love, certainly no person gentle or calm. Someone spontaneous and vengeful. I don't feel good... Just sick, and wrong...
I have feelings for her... But am I allowed to love anymore? It hurts... real deep, it hurts. And past betrayals have simply made me... Well, jaded and chillingly brutal.
Is it love, or simply a need for affection? In the end, it shouldn't matter - She deserves far better than me, And so I'll attempt to give her that in the form of someone else. Maybe then I can rest easy at long last...
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Avatar courtesy of Zarean of Aisenfield/ miha-mimiko-kyattuha of deviantART.com. Personal Text edited by EHW - so no-one need take offence or blame.
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