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Beware. XIII has a stylus and a tablet-laptop.

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« Reply #15 on: December 31, 2009, 12:09:12 am »

"Blossom"

Blooming in the spring, bright as can be.
Though not all are shining, they're all beautiful.
They make up whole fields, waiting for admirers.
Constantly working on perfecting their color, their shape.

Molding their excellence to the highest of standards possible.
All that work, all that effort.
Reassembling their structure to suit their environments,
while simultaneously looking their best.

Then in the Autumn season, all that work starts to go to waste.
They begin to wilt, however retaining much of their beauty.
As it gets colder, they begin to deteriorate.

The snow starts to spread on the ground, until you can no longer see green.
This is almost as good as the flowers...but not quite.
Then Spring comes along, with it's warmth, melting the snow.
And now the flowers start their work anew, looking as grand as ever.
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« Reply #16 on: December 31, 2009, 12:10:12 am »

"Hopes"

What is this...?
This overwhelming feeling of being bested.
Being useless, being replaced.
How could it be possible?

Is it possible? Am I really worthless?
I can't figure it out anymore.
Not alone, anyway. Which is all I seem to be anymore.
Just, no...it can't be possible.

I will not quit.
I will not fail.
I refuse to accept this putrid reality.
Maybe it would be better if I was never born.

Why does everything seem like my fault? It must be, then.
I can't find any other explanation besides my over-elaboration of issues.
My perfectionism, all that I think about daily and try to fix.
I've touched and ruined so many lives just by being alive.

But as long as I am alive, I might as well try to fix it.
I might as well try to be a better person.
Hopefully, one day, I can then be to her as she is to me;
A shining example of all that is still admirable, just, and beautiful in the human race.
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« Reply #17 on: December 31, 2009, 12:10:51 am »

"Strings"

My emotions right now...
They range from the soft sound of a violin,
to the raging orchestra that I adore so.
I can't tell anything for what it is anymore.

I've let my emotions cloud my eyes for far too long.
It's about time I do something about it.
I have to learn to control these things, these raging thoughts.
I used to be able to, but then it burst out of control once more.

My thoughts and my goals, they've all become confused.
I may have very well become what I set out to destroy.
How could I have, though?
My behavior seems to have not changed at all.

I wonder if it's me that changed or the world around me.
Ugh, another problem to solve.
I get enough of these on the daily basis.
Ah, oh well, I guess I don't need to know everything.
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« Reply #18 on: January 03, 2010, 06:21:58 am »

"Chances"

I think I'll stop trying, my will broken.
I can do nothing more.
I have but to carry out my life,
as distorted as it may be.

Maybe I should enter a stasis, and wait for further use.
I just wish I wasn't so stubborn,
then I wouldn't have ruined this much.
I was just trying to restore order in my mind...

I suppose all I can do is wait and see what unfolds.
I've shuffled the deck, and now it's time to play the game.
I can only hope I neither draw the Seven of Spades,
nor the Ace.

These cards can lead to nothing but a sure demise.
Now's the final countdown, until this game of chance can be kicked off.
So the only thing left to ponder is;
Who am I playing against?
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« Reply #19 on: January 10, 2010, 09:21:46 am »

Two paintings uploaded. Both are random, so if you don't like insanity go away.

http://unit880.deviantart.com/art/Cake-149853309 - Cake

http://unit880.deviantart.com/art/I-like-chalk-149914067 - I Like Chalk
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« Reply #20 on: January 11, 2010, 11:16:41 am »

http://unit880.deviantart.com/art/Black-Angel-150050357 - Black Angel

It's from one of my dreams.
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« Reply #21 on: January 13, 2010, 05:51:59 pm »

Uploaded a new poem and a 4 new paintings since the last update, so if you want to look at them you can go here;

http://unit880.deviantart.com/gallery/
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« Reply #22 on: January 24, 2010, 04:01:08 am »

I'm up to 50 deviations now. My latest have been of Gordon Freeman, a "The Cake is a Lie" thing (Inspired by the "Ratman".), and myself, and the cake symbol of Portal. So, a lot of Valve and a kid with long hair, if you're interested.
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« Reply #23 on: January 24, 2010, 05:43:21 am »

"Hopes"

What is this...?
This overwhelming feeling of being bested.
Being useless, being replaced.
How could it be possible?

Is it possible? Am I really worthless?
I can't figure it out anymore.
Not alone, anyway. Which is all I seem to be anymore.
Just, no...it can't be possible.

I will not quit.
I will not fail.
I refuse to accept this putrid reality.
Maybe it would be better if I was never born.

Why does everything seem like my fault? It must be, then.
I can't find any other explanation besides my over-elaboration of issues.
My perfectionism, all that I think about daily and try to fix.
I've touched and ruined so many lives just by being alive.

But as long as I am alive, I might as well try to fix it.
I might as well try to be a better person.
Hopefully, one day, I can then be to her as she is to me;
A shining example of all that is still admirable, just, and beautiful in the human race.

I likes this.

You're quite good, though I like your poems better than your art. Well done Cheesy Keep it up.

I like the cake symbol too looks awesome.
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« Reply #24 on: January 24, 2010, 12:35:51 pm »

Yeah, I think poetry is definitely my stronger point. Thanks.

But I've always wanted to try and get into drawing/painting, though. And I like painting because no matter what I do, it always looks okay to me.
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« Reply #25 on: January 24, 2010, 03:48:07 pm »

Yeah same here, when I draw I mostly like what I do, even though it doesn't look amazingly talented, I still like it alot, I guess it has something to do with the fact that its personal. Except my drawing don't often have meaning, and even when they do its not meaning that is personal to me, it'll be something I heard and agree with. I usually just do abstract doodles which to me look awesome Cheesy Its still fun though, and thats the important part. And relaxing, one of the best things is to sit and draw with music in my ears, soo relaxing and enjoyable, and cos my arts kinda easy it lets my mind wander and think. Shame I don't do it enough.
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« Reply #26 on: January 24, 2010, 03:57:09 pm »

Oh, yeah. But I mean painting is specifically good for me. It's hard for me to draw something and be like "Yup, that's good." because I'm always comparing it to other people's work. But when I paint, I don't care about anyone else's work. I just have my painting stuff, and a clean canvas, and a random idea-of-the-moment. Either that, or just a random abstract blurry thing. And ESPECIALLY with music. But usually I get too into the picture and mostly ignore the music. Writing poetry is the best thing I have to capture my emotion, but I barely have to refine anything. And if I do screw up, I end up rewriting the entire poem usually. Or just change one word. Depends on how my outlook changes because of the mistake.
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« Reply #27 on: January 24, 2010, 05:08:21 pm »

I don't like painting so much cos I'm so bad at it, I can't draw anything, all I can really do is just splashes of colour, which is fun.
Same here I don't really pay attention to the song, but its there in the background and helps with my mood.

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« Reply #28 on: January 24, 2010, 08:40:32 pm »

Yeah, it helps with the mood. But you can't pay too much attention to the song or else your picture will turn out like them music. Which is to say, in waves.
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« Reply #29 on: February 01, 2010, 11:52:50 pm »

Did a few more paintings/drawings or whatever. Iunno, just updating.

Oh! And I plan to write a Half-Life series fanfiction. Depending on what I think about it when I'm finished, it'll be posted on here and possibly on Deviant Art. It's only a fanfiction because it's the first try I've ever taken on writing a serious story, so I kind of wanted just a little crutch. I can tell you right now it's not about Gordon Freeman or anyone else in the games, although it might mention them. Considering how popular Gordon is among the citizens, how could he NOT be mentioned? So it's going to be in the Half-Life universe, but I'll try and make it original as possible. I don't know how interested you guys are in my lame works, but okay.
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